Wednesday, November 4, 2009

SMLM

SMLM. ak bkak locker lame my dad. suddenly terdetik lak nak bukak.bosan.dalm 2 byk fail2 lama. tetbe mata ak tertarik pd sesuatu. 'benda' pink.! ak tarik keluar n ia cuma sebuah buku yg cukup nipis dgn tulisan biru pd tajuknya 'THE CALL TO ISLAM'. Menarik. ak mula membaca. Dr helaian pertama hingga yg terakhir. Masya Allah! itu sahaja yg mampu terucap dr mulut ak nih. Buku yg cukup nipis tp cukup padat. cerita tentang mualaf yang mendalami Islam. Yg ceritanya tentang Islam. Betapa penulis itu mendalami n memahami Islam. Dan bagaimana tanggapannya terhadap Islam. Islam itu INDAH! cukup INDAH! ak bknnye nk berdakwah.sbb ilmuku blum ckup. n ak bukannye ustazah. cme manusia biasa yg mencari ilmu yang di dadaku cukup sedikit nk dibandingkn dgn org laen yg hebat. kre seciput jeh ilmu nih. dan hr nih ak cume nk share smthing. ak bce quotes nih dlm bku 2.

' ISLAM IS THE HAND-HOLD THAT NEVER BREAK '

'LIKEWISE, BLAME THE MUSLIM, NOT ISLAM'

kre mcm klu kte accident ar. BLAME THE DRIVER, NOT THE CAR!
2 quotes nih myb bese jeh.tp klu pk dlm2.PAP! kne btg hidung sendiri. aha...agk2 kita nih muslim yg macam mane.................

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Monday, November 2, 2009

thinking tym





"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."


ak terbce quote nih ble ak bkak 1 of website psl quotes.menarik.btol gak.klu kte asyik down jeh ble de probs.n asyik leleh jeh.smpai ble kte xkn dpt end of probs 2.kte kne KUAT! bkn kne jd gengster ke pe.juz kne kuatkn hati n semangat. cm dlm lyrics nih.



"The Climb"


I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming,
but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin
'But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down,
but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it,
but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin',
and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on,
but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about,
it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith,
keep your faith, woah

lyrics nih BEST! cerita tentang mind set kte yg slalu jd sbb kte klh n x mencuba.dan ak akn terus mencuba.chewah!ayt skema lak.Allah pon pnah berfirman, "sesiapa yang berusaha, maka dia akan berjaya." jd nape perlu takut utk mencuba? btol x? tp sygnye remaja skrg cuba bnde2 yg xptt dicuba.haila..jauh ak pk nih.hee...mencari arah hidup mmg perlu. tp arah itu terletak pada kite sendiri sebenrnya.....



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erm...*wink*

bosan.jln2.klang jeh.*wink*.bout 3 days more to go.muet at the corner.adoi.pe pon xprepare.bku sume tggl kt matrix.aha.bajet pndai ar nih.ala,muet je.kata hati.tp kata otak."oit,muet pon tiket nk msuk U!".adoi.bosan lg.cuak tggu result yg cam tah pape.hrp2 ok ar. *KICK!* pergh!! xnak!!! 2 ar.dpt foundation law xnk g. wat science konon. skrg saket pale cm kne hentak ngan batu.alahai.sendiri pilih.tp semangat kne kental.dh pilih jln nih.kne teruskn smpai abes.chaiyok2!!! haha.mne de bnde yg senang nk berjaya.btol2.usaha2.dun give up! give up ckit2 suda.pas2 bgn blek.bru lyf namenye.sbb failure is a very good teacher.aha.btol 2.mne de org yg berjaya dr awal smpai akhir.*sigh* jln2 ar.amek angin.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

love?? pe tuh>>>?



byk lak yg ak nk cite hr nih.bosan3. adoi ai. ak de lbey kurg setengah jam jeh nk bercengkarama kt blogger nih. hmm...cinta?? love??? pe 2.??? ak pnah disoal dn pnah disuruh untuk mencari makna semua bnde 2. n pe yg aku jumpe.? cme cinta kpd Allah yg hakiki.dan ak percaya pd jwpn nih. ak dh 2 kali kecewa dlm b'cnta nih. c??? tp syg Allah pd hmbanya xpnah padam. jd konklusi yg ak leh wat. lelaki tolak jauh2..myb cmpak dlm longkang.kapel mula2 cm best, tp ble gduh..haila. spe pnah b'kapel msti msk dh sume nih. hati sndiri xjge,hati org lain ditatang-tatang. last2 diri sendiri lingkup.c?? jelas suda..b'cinta xde faedah. tp cinta pada Allah mmg berakhir dgn bahagia. satu lg ungkaian mslh yg xpnah lari dlm hidup manusia. tau tp buat. skrg ak cm t'bgn sudah. cita-cita jd no 1. most imprtant. sbb mse dpn kte cme kte je yg boleh tetapkn dn Allah akan memberi jalanNya.






~~~sssshiiiiisssssh~~~

*my story*


















zaman sekolah2 dolu mmg best.rindu btol nk jejakkn kaki kt skolah lame.skolah yg menceritakn seribu satu suka duka ak dlm meniti alam remaja. alam remaja yang INDAH! alam remaja yang SYOK! macam skjap jeh ak dm membesar utk jd seorg lady. adoi ai. tugas yg berat tp kenyataan atau fakta yang ak xdpt nk elak. nature's rule. klu dlu ak xpnah la nk pk psl bnde2 cinta, kasih syg, pe bende sume tuh. tp skrg cmne tah tetbe bnde tuh leh inject otak aku nih.haila.. normal la tuh kot. tp ak mmg rindu zmn skolah ku dulu. zmn2 nk cuba sume bnde. "muke jeh nerd,perangai hampas!" member ak kte dlu ar. bkn nkl melepak.bkn nkl hisap rokok. tp nkl dak2 asrama cm aku nih. " HP adalah Dilarang GIRLS!" tp 2 gak yg ak wat. pk gle abes baek nk sorok hp. naseb baek xpnah kantoi. clean student ar llbey kurg. adoi.dosa2. x smpai staun ak tgglkn zmn2 2..tp rindu cm dh berkurun. rindu member2 dulu.rindu suara2 azimat cikgu yang ajar itu ini. tp sume cm msuk telinga kiri kuar telinga kanan. skrg bru tau sume bende2 tuh penting. tu la. mak bapak hantar jauh2 suh jd pandai. nih x kebodohan diri yg diternak-ternak.haila..hidup remaja la katekn. skrg mungkin lebih matang.eh,yeke? mungkin separa matang kot.haha.hmm.,..tah la.blaja makin ssh. hlgan dan dugaan hidup makin mencabar. tp Allah tetap xlupakan hambanya. kata-kata mama yg aku ingat smpai ble2. impian ak msih jauh. cita-cita ak masih samar. takut dgn mse dpn yg ak xtau lg pe akn jd. tp xde ar gelap cm mse dpn penagih dadah. cme blaja tnpa matlamat mcm blaja tanpa sebab gak. dan ak masih mencari arah tuju hidup ak.cintan-cintun, loovy-doopy puppy love nih tolak jauh2. haila....ssh tp WAJIB. haha.

tp seriously. klu de time-warp mmg ak nk pth blkg blek. nk jd dak skolah jeh. SYOK!











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